Side of the pool

Okay, I am feeling better today.  My head is still swimming but I feel that I can at least SEE the side of the pool today.  Still a lot of chaos in my head but the din is diminishing.  I would say that I am rough and tough like alligator baggies but, lately, I have been told that I am not.  So be it.  I will yield to no GM.

My boys will be at their moms house this week.  I hate that.  My house is way too quiet.  I need the shrill of childrens laughter and the constant cry of "Dad!  I'm hungry!" or "Hey Dad, check out this new video game I'm playing" or "Dad, this cartoon is great, come watch it with me!"  That is heaven.  I love to do things for people and my kids make me feel needed.  I am a simple person and I enjoy a simple life.  Still, I would like a little more in my life...  Thought I had that dialed in but I guess I was wrong.  Oh well.  My brain is still active and hasn't quit on me yet.  I will go back to what I do best.  Creating, learing and looking.  Endless travel.